9-11, COVID, The Hippocratic Oath & The Apollo Connection

Life changed drastically for most of us on September 11, 2001. It is hard to believe that more than 20 years have passed since that day. I can remember holding my sweet two week old baby that morning watching the horror unfold. That‘s right, I have a TWENTY YEAR OLD CHILD! It’s hard to believe, but time marched right on and a whole generation of kids have grown into adults. It is surreal that we now have a whole generation coming of age with absolutely no knowledge of a pre-911 world.

The events that happened that day are forever imprinted in our memories. Many of us had so many unanswered questions of what happened and how. Like: Why is there no footage of the plane hitting the pentagon? Why was the collapse of nearby tower seven unreported on that day? Why did tower seven along with the twin towers implode into their own footprints like a controlled demolition? Why did the president continue to sit in the classroom he was visiting that morning, while his nation was under attack, listening to elementary students chant in unison about a pet goat? I know asking these questions will invoke anger in some people and that’s ok.

We were ALL victims of trauma based mind control that day, regardless the perpetuating party.

In the aftermath of that day, we began a new way of life; one that now thrives on 24 hour news cycles, supplying us with a daily dose of fear. We sent our men and women in uniform off to fight the enemy we were told did this horrific thing to us. We all waved our American Flags and sang along to Toby Keith’s Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue (The Angry American Song). You remember that one don’t you? “We’ll stick a boot in your a** it’s the American Way!” Yes…. that level of patriotism was ok back then. Back when Dubya wanted us to go to war for him. Now though, (insert sarcastic chuckle here) he would most likely tell you that you are a racist, that needs to sit down, mask up and quit putting your privilege on display. He is also telling us now that the new way to show patriotism to your country is to take an experimental injection to help rid the world of the flu “virus” he likely had a hand in unleashing on us. Just like the “planes” that were unleashed in Manhattan twenty years ago.

Yep, I said it! As cliché and infuriating as it sounds; from all angles at my perspective, it looks like an inside job. Anyone who can set their ego aside and objectively look back at everything that has happened will likely come to the same conclusion. In saying this, I am in no way trying to offend members of our brave military. The fact that the world is ran by psychopathic occultist does not negate the bravery and actions taken by all who served to defend their country. I firmly believe that most soldiers acting in good heart and faith, tried their best with the information they had at that time to uphold their oath to this country.

Now, here we are twenty years later, and our country is still being governed by the same terrorists who were complicit in the 9-11 event. In fact, this very moment they are attacking us again from within with “Covid.” Just as the occult ritual of 9-11 was used politically to usher in the patriot act, extending the governments scope of surveillance on us civilians, Covid is being used as well to bring about mandatory vaccines, vaccine passports that could eventually lead to a social credit system. The video below is from a vaccine ad campaign that has been broadcast on most major television networks featuring the same vilians, urging you to get vaccinated in order to “get your freedoms back.” I also have to note that I am surprised this video is still available on youtube, seeing as these wizards have now been proven to be completely lying in it. Now they have people getting boosters already and they no longer talk about “ending” the pandemic, they just claim it will make you “less sick.” These people DO NOT care about your health, whatsoever!

This next video is an astounding confession from former President Clinton, who you just saw, urging you to take the Covid vaxx in the previous video. At this press conference, in the video he talks about deceptive radiation experiments that were carried out by the government, along with certain medical institutions, on unsuspecting senior citizens, cancer patients and military personnel. They were exposed to dangerous levels of radiation, without proper informed consent. It’s kind of strange that many of us never even knew this took place in the 90’s. I assumed that after the exposure of the monstrous Tuskegee experiment, that maybe these mad scientist wouldn’t attempt something so inhumane again. The Tuskegee experiment was a horrible crime against humanity where the university, along with the US Public Health Service, injected black men with syphilis unbeknownst to them and tracked what it did to their health from 1932 all the way up to 1972, without providing them with proper treatment that was available at the time. Apparently, I was wrong. I also want to bring to your attention that this press conference took place on October 3,1995. That happens to be the same day that OJ Simpson was acquitted for the murders of his wife and her friend. So instead of the media reporting on the crimes against humanity that were taking place, they were focusing their attention on what I have now come to believe could have very well been a staged event altogether, to incite racial tensions and and enthrall the masses with a good murder mystery. They purposely diverted our attention and we fell for it. Here is the video, skip ahead to the 16:00 min mark to hear the presidents remarks.

I understand that some of the things I am implying in this post will not be understood and may be seen as me insulting “America’s great leaders.” However, this is not a conclusion I just came to overnight. Two decades worth of observation and pondering have led me here. I have spent countless hours reading, gathering facts, opinions and seeking spiritual discernment.

The clip above and pictures below this paragraph are just a couple of the hundreds of very disgusting, in your face examples that have led me to distrust these people. These strange paintings, linked below, belonged to alleged pedophile Jeffrey Epstein, who we know now was very well acquainted with oh so many of these “dignitaries.”

War Games by Petrina Ryan-Kleid
Parsing Bill by Petrina Ryan-Kleid

Here is a link to read about the paintings:

By now, I’m sure you are wondering what 9-11 and all of these characters have to do with the Hippocratic oath taken by the medical professionals (like Anthony Fauci) that we blindly trust to keep us in good health?

The answer is: Apollo. The sun god from classical Greek and Roman mythology. The deity of destruction, whom the very heliocentric “globe” cosmological system is hinged upon… the solar system. The center of the universe, we are told. The object that earth and all of the celestial bodies supposedly revolve around. The deity for whom NASA has named many of their space missions. The model that we are conditioned to accept from birth and taught not to question throughout our elementary years of indoctrination.

I’m sure right now you are thinking, “This girl is bonkers! There is no way the sciences of space and medicine are connected! … and certainly not by a mythological character!”

Well, I encourage you to click the link below. It will take you to the website of the National Library of Medicine through the National Institute of Health ran by our government. Read the original translation from the Greek of the Hippocratic oath taken by physicians stating the ethical standards they swear to uphold while practicing Medicine:


The very first line of the oath reads “I swear by Apollo the physician, and Asclepius, and Hygieia and Panacea and all the gods and goddesses as my witnesses, that, according to my ability and judgement, I will keep this Oath and this contract.”

Now, please know that I am not claiming that every doctor in America is pledging their oath to Apollo. I’m sure with the translation to English to read God, most doctors believe they are swearing by the God of the Bible. However, the pagan origins are there and some of these “professionals” certainly know and use their influence to bring destruction and sacrifice to these gods. In the Bible Jesus instructs us not to swear at all:

33 “Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not break your oath, but fulfill to the Lord the vows you have made.’ 34 But I tell you, do not swear an oath at all: either by heaven, for it is God’s throne; 35 or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36 And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37 All you need to say is simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

Matthew 5:33-37 NIV

Now, I want to show you how Apollo ties into the 9-11 event. I know this is a tunneling rabbit hole but I will try my best to explain:

A couple of years ago, while studying in the book of Revelation I ran across one of those WOW moments. I was reading in Revelation chapter 9 about an angel being given the keys to open up the abyss that unleashes an army of monstrous locusts upon the earth and found an interesting coincidence. However, I DON’T actually think it is a coincidence, because The Word of God is ALIVE! Here are the scriptures. Please pay close attention to verse 11. Yes, Revelation chapter 9 verse 11. NINE ELEVEN!

1The fifth angel sounded his trumpet, and I saw a star that had fallen from the sky to the earth. The star was given the key to the shaft of the Abyss. When he opened the Abyss, smoke rose from it like the smoke from a gigantic furnace. The sun and sky were darkened by the smoke from the Abyss. And out of the smoke locusts came down on the earth and were given power like that of scorpions of the earth. They were told not to harm the grass of the earth or any plant or tree, but only those people who did not have the seal of God on their foreheads. They were not allowed to kill them but only to torture them for five months. And the agony they suffered was like that of the sting of a scorpion when it strikes. During those days people will seek death but will not find it; they will long to die, but death will elude them. The locusts looked like horses prepared for battle. On their heads they wore something like crowns of gold, and their faces resembled human faces. Their hair was like women’s hair, and their teeth were like lions’ teeth. They had breastplates like breastplates of iron, and the sound of their wings was like the thundering of many horses and chariots rushing into battle. 10 They had tails with stingers, like scorpions, and in their tails they had power to torment people for five months. 11 They had as king over them the angel of the Abyss, whose name in Hebrew is Abaddon and in Greek is Apollyon (that is, Destroyer).

Revelation 9:1-11 NIV

The king of the locusts that will be unleashed from the bottomless pit is Apollo!

After the towers came down, and two terms of President Bush, Jr. were completed, on to the world stage walks Obama, promising hope and change. Could it be that this guy might be different than the dynastic families that we kept seeing on repeat? Was he really a man that cared deeply about us little folk? NO!! It did not take long after his election for us to see that he was just as much a part of the establishment as all the others, if not more so. Under his administration we saw many of the abominations that America had been participating in during the dark of night, bought out in the light of day and celebrated, defiantly and with pride. Anyone who did not wish to be a participating part of the circus had to be demonized, canceled and shut down.

Obama seemed to love to push the envelope and bash Christianity every time he got the chance. During his presidency the One World Trade Center “Freedom Tower” was built at the ground zero site. The name of the tower itself, is an indicator of what these characters are trying to accomplish. The link below is an article about the new tower and Obama’s visit and the words he wrote on one of the steel beams that would sit at the very top of this new structure. He wrote “We remember, We rebuild, We come back stronger.” Defiance! These people are literally trying to usher in another age like the one that existed at the time of the Tower of Babel. They want an age where they can achieve a “hive mind mentality” of all of earth’s subjects and they want to make war with The Most High God.


And… I hate to have to break this to some of you, but Trump is no different! He is not going to come save us, or “right” this country. It certainly appears that he has a bit of an Apollo fetish himself. In his New York City penthouse on the 66th floor of Trump Towers, just above his fireplace, sits the painting Apollo in his Chariot preceded by Aurora by Guido Reni from the early 1600’s. He also has an elaborate mural of what is believed to be Apollo on his ceiling as well.

I was always a bit suspicious of Trump because he has been shoved in our faces for decades and was always consulted by the news media on his political opinions, well before he ever ran for office. Well before the media started to pretend to hate him, so they could deceive us working class Americans into thinking that he was not part of the corrupt system. The media and dueling politicians are ACTING! They don’t hate trump. He is one of them. They are intentionally trying to deceive us by supplying a character that will talk the fluff of “America First,” in order to put one of their guys covertly in there which gives us a temporary false sense of security, because we believe someone is truly trying to look out for us. It was just an appeasement period to prevent those of us that just want to work, raise our families and serve God from straying too far from mainstream society and returning to our roots and God given birthright to inherit the earth.

Take a Look Inside at President Trump’s $100 Million Penthouse
Inside US Prez Trump and Melania Trump's New York Apartment | Architectural  Digest India

So many of the celebrities, politicians, and big corporate moguls who have all the money and things that they could ever want in this world, lead so many of us to think that they are not people of faith. Most push atheism and evolution on their fans/constituents/customers, when in actuality most of these people are heavily involved in pagan diety worship. They are not asleep at the wheel like the Christian church, these people have been pounding the streets serving their gods without rest.

We need to seek God like never before! Wake up with me!


Why Would “They” Lie?

“Why would they lie?”

This question is the knee-jerk response many of us have when confronted with uncomfortable information that makes us question our perceived reality. It comes out as an almost natural response to protect the status quo we have been programmed to accept as truth.

It is kind of like when someone asks you something you can’t possibly know the answer to and you respond with “I don’t know, why is the sky blue?” We sarcastically use the phrase “why is the sky blue” because we have been conditioned to think there is absolutely no way to know the answer to why it is, unless we possess a fancy schmancy science degree, belong to a secret society or an elite space program. Therefore, we regurgitate that phrase as a way to shrug off difficult questions.

Well guess what? I hate to burst another matrix protected bubble, but that phrase has been one of the millions of psychological manipulations we are exposed to each day. Manipulations that are meant to keep us thinking we are insignificant specks on a ball, tilted at a 23.4 degree angle, spinning at the rate of 1,000 miles an hour, orbiting a ball of fire that is 93,000,000 miles away at the speed of 67,000 miles per hour, all while hurtling through an infinite ever-expanding universe.

The question “why is the sky blue” actually has a very simple answer:
We live in an enclosed system! There is a dome over our abode here and above that dome(s) is water. We can read this in God’s Word. The dome/firmament was put in place by God on the second day of creation.

6And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. 7And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so. 8And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day.

Genesis 1:6-8

As you can see from these verses, The Bible says that above the firmament there is water! “Outer space” is water, not the computer generated images NASA has shown us. The sun, moon and stars, which we can observe with our very own eyes were created by God on the fourth day of creation and placed in the FIRMAMENT.

14And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years: 15And let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth: and it was so. 16And God made two great lights; the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night: he made the stars also. 17And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth, 18And to rule over the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness: and God saw that it was good. 19And the evening and the morning were the fourth day.

Genesis 1:14-19

The Psalmist also made mention of the waters above the heavens.

Praise him, ye heavens of heavens, and ye waters that be above the heavens.

Psalms 148:4

The sun, moon and stars are local to us. They are inside the firmament. They are a part of our enclosed system which is similar to a terrarium.

So… the sky is blue because there is water just above it.

Also, “they” lie because Satan wants your soul. He wants to dim your light and make you feel insignificant, when the exact opposite is true. You are an eternal being made in the image and likeness of God.


Delta – Variant, Waves & Quantum Computing

This weekend I made some discoveries about the word “delta.” Since we hear that word non-stop now in the mainstream media I figured I should know what it means. Just like Fauci’s name meaning sickle, I think most words we hear on the world stage are to subconsciously clue us in on what is going on. Luciferians/occultist have a tendency, or a compulsion you might say, to show us their hand/intentions. They hide the truth in plain sight and believe if we are too distracted or not intelligent enough to figure out what is going on then they are absolved of any guilt if we are harmed by their nefarious schemes.

Below is a screen shot from dictionary.com of the definition of delta. The highlighted text, arrow and picture of the pyramid from the US dollar bill I added myself for emphasis.

While our subconscious picks up on these clues most of us are ultimately in a state of sleep, so we do and say nothing to question the narrative. Hence the delta wave:

I initially started looking into delta and delta wave because some of my FE friends were mentioning that it meant a state of sleep. I was already curious about the word, then I received a confirmation (not coincidence) to look into it on Saturday when I was out walking. I was listening to the audio version of Aldous Huxley’s book, A Brave New World, which is a dystopian social science fiction novel, very much like 1984. I was surprised to hear that the classes of citizens in the novel were called: alpha, beta, gammas, DELTAS and epsilons. Here is a synopsis of the book from Wikipedia:

Brave New World is a dystopian social science fiction novel by English author Aldous Huxley, written in 1931 and published in 1932. Largely set in a futuristic World State, whose citizens are environmentally engineered into an intelligence-based social hierarchy, the novel anticipates huge scientific advancements in reproductive technologysleep-learningpsychological manipulation and classical conditioning that are combined to make a dystopian society which is challenged by only a single individual: the story’s protagonist.”

In the book, society is heavily manipulated by the “controllers.” They guide reproduction by developing fetus’ in their “hatcheries” and then indoctrinate and condition the babies they create. There is no family unit that raises children anymore. One’s class is pre-determined by the “world leaders” before they are conceived in the sterile hatchery environment. Alphas and Betas are the top tiers of society and are created attractive and with more intellectual aptitude than the lower classes. These two tiers are conditioned to interact only with each other and that the gammas, deltas and epsilon classes only exist to meet their needs. The gammas, deltas and epsilons are basically the worker bees of society and are designed in the hatcheries to be uglier and dumber than the alphas and betas. They are conditioned to accept their role as worker bees/peasants to sustain the wants and the needs of the leaders and upper classes, with no desire to aspire to a higher degree of status.

Another very interesting fact in the book is that only 30% of the female population are capable of reproducing naturally. The rest of the females were designed in the hatcheries as Freemartins. Freemartins are women who have intentionally been made sterile by exposure to male hormones during fetal development. They appear as women by most accounts, but the text does say that some of them have a “predisposition to grow beards.” Go figure…. It all sounds awfully Bill Gatesy to me.

Speaking of Gates and computing, a couple of weeks ago, on a daily rabbit hole plunge, I came across video of Geordie Rose who founded D-Wave, the worlds first quantum computing company. In the video he literally tells the audience he is presenting to that artificial intelligence is ran by super intelligent “aliens,” who will soon manifest and live amongst us in robotic computerlike form. This is not a joke! I highly recommend you listen to this presentation when you get a chance. Here is the link:

To my surprise, (not really, because NOTHING surprises me anymore) when I looked into D-Wave computing, I learned something interesting. Here is the direct quote from wikipedia:

In 2015, D-Wave’s 2X Quantum Computer with more than 1,000 qubits was installed at the Quantum Artificial Intelligence Lab at NASA Ames Research Center. They have subsequently shipped systems with 2,048 qubits. In 2019, D-Wave announced a 5000 qubit system available mid-2020, using their new Pegasus chip with 15 connections per qubit.[3][4] D-Wave does not implement a generic quantum computer; instead, their computers implement specialized quantum annealing.

That’s right folks. One of those creepy other worldly entity inviting quantum computing machines is housed at a NASA facility in California. Even more alarming is that when reading up on this computer, I kept coming across the term quantum annealing. I knew that quantum was a physics term attributed to the smallest particle of an object. However, I was unfamiliar with annealing, so your word search girl looked it up! Here it is:

What are we doing folks? Wake up with me!

Who are we Bargaining With?

Yesterday, I was doing a word study on a word that was stuck in my mind from a Bible passage I was reading the day before. Words and their origins have become increasingly more interesting to me over the past couple of years. As things often go when I spiral down different rabbit holes in my search for truth, that word led me to looking up another word and another and so on. Somehow, I landed on the word(s) Faustian bargain. (Just to be clear, this was not the original word I was looking up from my Bible reading.)

Faustian bargain as defined by the encyclopaedia Britannica means:

A pact whereby a person trades something of supreme moral or spiritual importance, such as personal values or the soul, for some worldly or material benefit, such as knowledge, power, or riches. The term refers to the legend of Faust (or Faustus, or Doctor Faustus), a character in German folklore and literature, who agrees to surrender his soul to an evil spirit after a certain period of time in exchange for otherwise unattainable knowledge and magical powers that give him access to all the world’s pleasures. A Faustian bargain is made with a power that the bargainer recognizes as evil or amoral. Faustian bargains are by their nature tragic or self-defeating for the person who makes them, because what is surrendered is ultimately far more valuable than what is obtained, whether or not the bargainer appreciates that fact.

This word automatically made me think of Dr. Fauci, whom I had never heard of before Covid. For the past year and some change he has been on our hypnotic tv boxes daily. He evens does PSA’s on Disney and Nickelodeon channels; spoon feeding our children his “medical knowledge.” It seems that over night this man became “America’s Doctor.” Since arriving on scene as the star of this pandemic, Dr. Fauci has successfully encouraged us all to isolate from each other, and if we absolutely have to come in contact with another human, stand 6 feet apart and wear a mask. Fauci also has people chomping at the bits to be injected with an experimental vaccine that may or may not prevent you from catching covid. That is, if it doesn’t give you covid itself, or a blood clot or who knows what else. And because of all the uncertainties of the jab, Dr. Fauci tells us we still need to wear a mask and not let our guard down against this silent enemy.

After learning what a faustian bargain was, I decided to search for the meaning of the surname Fauci just to see if it had any similar meanings. What I found was that Fauci is derived from the Sicilian word for “sickle.” That’s right folks, the harvesting tool that is synonymous with the grim reaper. You can not make this stuff up!

So…. Is this all a coincidence or sorcery hidden in plain sight? Has humanity made a faustian bargain with the powers that be to keep us safe from the boogey man covid? Have we just decided to roll over to medical tyranny? When this whole ordeal started last March, we were told by Fauci, WHO, the CDC and Trump that we needed to take 14 days to flatten the curve. At that time, I told anyone who would listen that this all seems like a ploy to promote mandatory vaccinations. Little did I know, that vaccinations were just a small fraction of what was in store. Sitting here a year later, I barley recognize the world we live in. Up is down, down is up and big brother knows best. World leadership used the populations fear of covid to put another footing in the foundation of their beast system.

Through all of this we have forfeited so many freedoms. In bowing the knee to our diabolical leaders, we have isolated the elderly that we love in facilities and stolen over a year of our children’s childhood. My family and so many others have suffered the harrowing ordeal of watching a loved one through the screen of an ipad or iphone, struggle alone in hospitals because the medical tyrants would not grant basic human rights to the sick and dying. Yes, I would say somewhere along the way we have made a faustian bargain. There are fates worse than death. In fact, God’s word tells us that at some point in the end times, man will long for death and it will flee from him. (Rev 9:6)

Jesus is our only hope. I pray that you know Him.


Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. ~Ephesians 5:11


Hello friends! I stumbled across the above article a while back and wanted to share a few things about it with you. Articles like this show up in my recommended reading a lot these days. I’m sure most media platforms have algorithms that push these articles on earth shape questioners, the same way they would for actual lovers of space. I actually like to read them sometimes to humor and educate myself. By educate myself, I mean that I have studied them enough to now recognize occult like patterns used by certain segments of the media and large scale science organizations to cast spells on the masses. Perhaps I should just say indoctrinate? It may be to soon to bring up spellcasting.

Disclaimer: I do NOT think that everyone who works for the media or agencies like NASA are in on the hoax. In order for these lies to hold up over time, there actually have to be very few people in the know. The more people involved, the messier it gets. I don’t know how it all works, but I suspect that there is quite a rigorous vetting system set up to decide who is bought into the lie and compartmentalizing work and information probably keeps many out of the loop. Most of the astronauts that have been involved in the heavily publicized NASA missions are members of secret societies. I also suspect that examples have been made of anyone who choses to go “rogue” or tries to blow the whistle. Take for instance the crew of Apollo I, who were supposed to be the first group of astronauts to land on the moon. This crew died by a fire started in their cockpit during a simulation. A SIMULATION! Don’t believe me, go look it up for yourself.

Now, back to the article; in typical NASA fashion, this article about a “spacecraft” sent 200 million miles (if you could see me, you would know I’m rolling my eyes here) into outer space to collect dust from an asteroid is named after the ancient pagan deity Osiris. Osiris was the Egyptian god of the underworld, fertility, and agriculture and I am assuming the REx is a nod to “dinosaurs”.

Another interesting thing that I have stumbled across is that some historians actually think that Osiris is one of the many names of Nimrod. Nimrod is believed to be the ruler responsible for building the kingdom of Babel and the infamous tower for which it was named. In Genesis chapter 11 we are told that the whole earth was of one language and one speech. The people at that time decided to build a city and tower and a name for themselves that would reach all the way to the heavens, so that they would not be scattered upon the face of the earth. The Bible goes on to say that God came down to see the city and what the people were doing and said, “Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do. Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.” (Genesis 11:5-7) So, God caused the people to speak different languages, which caused mass confusion and the people were forced to scatter about the earth and settle with others who spoke the same language. So each new civilization had their own name for their former ruler Nimrod and passed down legends about him. Some names that historians have attached to him from various different civilizations, that you may recognize, are Gilgamesh, Apollo, Orion, Bacchus, and Tammuz. There are many more as well.

This story has left me scratching my head so many times! I have often wondered what exactly was going on there at Babel that caused God to use such drastic measures. I know it seems crazy, but I think there are many similarities between the space programs of earth and the project that took place at Babel. For starters, we are seemingly at odds with so many countries of the world today, yet we put our differences aside when it comes to sharing the international space station and Antarctica. Could our world leaders be working together to crack the firmament and gain access to heaven? It is hard to imagine that the world leaders all may have a similar mission, but as we have seen with the COVID situation currently going on, the countries of the world are definitely interconnected and many of the key players are game to play along with the madness.

So…. back to the NASA asteroid exploring mission, this link takes you to a site devoted to the OSIRIS-REx mission: https://www.asteroidmission.org/objectives/osiris-rex-acronym/. Below is a snippet from the site where the content creators plainly tell you about the deity Osiris the craft is named for.

NASA scientist say that Osiris is actually the acronym of what the spacecraft is:


Yeah… Sure it is… that makes complete sense. < insert sarcasm>

This crazy acronym name reminds me of the LUCIFER telescope that is located next to a Vatican owned telescope at Mount Graham International Observatory at the University of Arizona. LUCIFER is an acronym for:

Large Binocular Telescope Near-infrared
Utility with
Camera and
Field Unit for

Here is an article on the LUCIFER telescope, in case you wish to verify:


I really feel like whoever named that telescope was really reaching for a lot of “smart” words to make that acronym fit. I also have to wonder why the Vatican is so interested in astronomy and huge telescopes anyway. But I digress…

It seems to me that many of todays “science” agencies constantly push evolution on us and tell us that our faith and beliefs are fairy tales and non-sense, when they are in fact the ones who fervently pay homage to their “gods” and push it onto us and insert it into our culture.

The asteroid that the OSIRIS-REx is said to be investigating is also named after the mythological bird Bennu, which is the Egyptian version of the Phoenix. Bennu was believed to be the resurrected manifestation of Osiris. Below is a snippet from the web about the reported asteroid:

You can see that it is claimed that the asteroid belongs to a group of asteroids called Apollo. Apollo being the sun god from Greek mythology also, associated with war. You can also see that the asteroid was claimed to be discovered on September 11, 1999. As you may already know, the occult love to attach that particular day of the year to their spells. There are many other instances in the article where you can see the patterns of paganism, if you have an understanding of how the occult code their rituals with names and symbols of ancient mythological gods and gematria, a form of numerology. I won’t bore you with numerology today. I just wanted to shed a little light on how we are always being manipulated, so you can start to notice the signs as well. They are literally EVERYWHERE.

Until next time, Good day!

The July Heat

The day is thine, the night also is thine: thou hast prepared the light and the sun. Thou hast set all the borders of the earth: thou hast made summer and winter. ~Psalm 74:16-17

The extreme heat this week inspired me to share with you guys another “scientific” fact that appears as absolute nonsense to my simple mind. The image below is a screenshot I took with my phone on January 3, 2019. It showed up in my news feed on Facebook because I follow WRAL Weather. With this post WRAL was telling us that at midnight it would be perihelion day, which for globe believers is the day of the year that the earth is closest to the sun during its 365 day journey.

So…. socially accepted science tells us that those of us in the northern hemisphere experience winter when the earth is closest to the sun? Okay… LOL! They claim that the 23.5 degree axial tilt of the globe away from the sun is what causes the earth to cool.

On the flip side there is aphelion day which usually occurs in early July, the polar opposite of perihelion. On aphelion day the earth is at its farthest distance from the sun for those of us in the northern hemisphere. Yet, we still experience summer because of the 23.5 degree axial tilt of the globe toward the sun. The lands that are located near the equator or center part of the globe maintain a constant exposure to direct sunlight throughout the year. Since the tilt of the earths axis does not really affect them, this is why they are generally warm year round.

Mainstream science teaches us that the earth orbits the sun at a distance varying between 91.4 and 94.5 million miles every 365 days. So right now, at this very minute in time we are roughly 3 million miles farther away from the sun than we are in the winter. Does that seem logical? I know most people will say “but it is the tilt exposing us to more direct rays of sunlight.” I’m not so sure. The circumference of the globe earth is 24,901 miles. I would wager that the 3 million mile difference in distance should cause more impact than a slight tilt. Here is another graphic to explain the cause of seasons on a globe earth:

People who have been delving into the science of flat earth, have come up with some explanations for the seasons that resonate as more believable to myself. The key to understanding what this group proposes is to consider the possibility that the sun is much closer and smaller than we have been taught. The graphics I have included below attempt to explain the theory of a small more local sun causing the seasons on the flat earth model, which happens the be the explanation that I find most believable. The terms equator and tropic of cancer and capricorn are still used as they do believe the face of the earth is a circle.

In a nutshell this theory shows that the sun follows a circular path over the flat earth each year. For those of us above the equator, in January, would be experiencing winter because the sun is making its rounds further out near the tropic of capricorn. Everyday as it follow its path it moves a little more inward and when it is making its rounds near the equator we would be experiencing spring and when it reaches the tropic of cancer that would be our summer. Next the sun will continue following its path moving back outward towards the equator which will usher in fall for us and then winter again as it reaches the tropic of capricorn. This journey would mark a full year for us and the sun would begin to make its way inward again as it starts a new 365 day journey.

I hope this post gives you something to consider and seek out for yourself. I know that the heat of this week was enough to make me remember the silliness of science telling us that we are now at the farthest distance from the sun that we will be all year. It makes me chuckle, but also stirs me up to dig in and look for answers on how things work based on God’s Word and common sense and then tell you all, no matter how crazy it makes me sound.

Their (heavens) line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun, Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race. His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof. ~Psalm 19:4-6

Until next time… Later!

My Awakening

Thanks for joining me!

A couple of years ago I was abruptly set on a course that I can only characterize as a spiritual awakening that flipped my world upside down, or perhaps, right side up. I already knew Jesus and was aware that I was saved by His grace through faith,  and my salvation rested solely on the divine exchange He provided for me at the cross, my filth for His righteousness.  This journey I wish to tell you about, has challenged everything that I thought I knew, but has ultimately drawn me closer to my Savior and is daily revealing to me how much He loves me!

I am starting this blog to document and share the things that I have been learning and unlearning.  I know some of the things I discuss here will cause some of you to question my sanity, and that is OK! I truly hope that you read what I discuss here and then go seek the truth on your own. Even if you just want to check in on my blog regularly to laugh at me, that is fine! Even while poking fun, if your spirit hears truth, seeds will be planted, so I welcome you to come here for comedic relief, if you think I am insane!

So, that being said, this first post will explain what led me to the rabbit hole of flat earth, fringe science and discovering a new reality…

But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 1 Corinthians 1:27


So… I’ve always had this feeling that I just “didn’t fit in.” I don’t know why. I guess we can all feel that way from time to time. My mama passed away when I was seven, so from an early age I knew things were “off” and I questioned everything. I could never really be placated by the “everything will be ok” motto we humans, with the best of intentions, love to tell our children so they can enjoy their childhood. As a child, I struggled intermittently with anxiety and obsessive compulsive disorder and still do today if I’m being honest. That aside, I had a happy childhood and a wonderful family. My daddy, always took my sister and I to church and I am grateful that a strong foundation of the Word of God was laid in my life at that time. So many times over the years, I have “veered off the path,” but because of that foundation I have never been completely ruined.

Somewhere around 2012, my niece was obsessed with dinosaurs. That year there was a new dinosaur exhibit at the NC zoo and my sister, niece, son and I went to check it out. The exhibit had robotic representations of many different species of dinosaurs as well as podiums with scientific “facts”. One of the displays mentioned that the color of each species was just scientific speculation and that no one really knows the coloring or sound of any of the long extinct reptiles. That hit me like a ton of bricks! I thought, what if these things never even existed or what if they are something completely different than what modern day science has led us to believe? I shared these thoughts with those close to me but they all seemed satisfied with the explanation given by scientist.

Fast forward three years and I found myself listening to the news and actually paying attention one morning while getting ready for work. The segment I was watching was about images that had been received by NASA from their New Horizons spacecraft/mission which had a satellite onboard. In that news report, so many bogus numbers and claims were made that I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I’ll give you the basics, but if you want to verify what I’m saying, you can go straight to NASA’s website for the information by clicking here.

NASA claimed that the New Horizons spacecraft that launched almost ten years earlier in 2006 had traveled three billion miles into space at the speed of 30,000 mph to explore the planetary system of Pluto. The article that I linked above from NASA says the following, “Because New Horizons is the fastest spacecraft ever launched – hurtling through the Pluto system at more than 30,000 mph, a collision with a particle as small as a grain of rice could incapacitate the spacecraft.” Unbelievable! That spacecraft flew three billion miles at 30,000 mph and did not even encounter a speck of space dirt the size of a grain of rice? I could not in anyway talk myself into believing that this NASA space mission was true. Once I realized the whole thing was totally fabricated and reported in the national news, I mentally noted to question any discoveries or nonsense they put out. Below, I’m including an image of Pluto released by NASA from the New Horizons Mission:

Notice anything odd in this picture?

It sort of holds an uncanny resemblance to Pluto’s head from Disney’s Mickey Mouse! It almost seems that the people who presented this image to us common folk are mocking us. There are many more crazy ties between NASA and Disney that I could touch on, but I will have to save that for a future post.

After a few days I forgot about my outrage with NASA’s bogus lies and really didn’t think about it again but I continued to question the existence of dinosaurs and would bring up my hoax theories often in conversations. One day in early 2018, I was scrolling through Facebook and came across a post a page had shared calling the whole dinosaur/prehistoric age a hoax. I was giddy that I had found a group of people who thought about and questioned the same things I did, so I clicked on the page to read more. I was immediately disappointed because instead of more dinosaur hoax posts, I was assaulted by a bunch of flat earth memes. They were cracking me up though so I kept scrolling and laughed until I almost cried, until I came across this meme:

Seeing this hit me like another ton of bricks. We are not moving! How in the world had I ever thought we were? My senses clearly tell me that the ground under my feet is not spinning at 1,040 mph. Realizing that I was greatly mislead by science, I started digging for the truth and the reason why I and most everyone else in this world have been intentionally misled about the nature of the realm in which we live. I spent several weeks going back and forth in my mind on this revelation. The earth is totally flat, how could I have ever believed it wasn’t? Don’t be stupid Emily, think of how many people would have to be in on this conspiracy, it couldn’t possibly be true. Oh. My. Gosh. The earth is flat and stationary and covered by a dome. And so on and so on.

For a span of about 3 weeks, I probably slept a total of 4 hours each night. Every free moment I was digging for information about the nature of our world. My first thought was to go to NASA’s website, because surely they have some type of telescope/camera up there in space pointed at earth, where I could watch in live time the earth spinning. That would totally help me put to rest my doubts. I mean, I knew NASA had the Hubble telescope out there that could capture spectacular pictures of objects within our galaxy and the International Space Station was out there too zipping around a little bit closer to the surface. There has to be proof of the spherical earth rotating on their site.

There wasn’t.

I was floored. I continued to read and watch videos on space and the universe. I found that there was a decent size group of people who had already awakened to this reality. I spent hours reading their articles and blogs, and listening to their videos and podcasts. No one had all the answers, but I found a lot of amateur astronomers, science lovers and truth seekers who tried to piece things together with the information they had at hand and with experiments that they could afford to conduct on their own.

Soon I came to the conclusion that I had definitely been deceived by modern mainstream science. Once I accepted this notion, I couldn’t wait to share what I had learned with my family and friends! And….. that did not go over well. I found that most of them didn’t want to hear it. In fact, it sometimes ignited a spark of anger. The most common reaction I got was that I was messing my mind up by studying this subject and that even if the earth were flat, what does it matter? This initial period of “waking up” was a particularly lonely time in my life. I was discovering all of this amazing information and had absolutely no one to share it with. On the rare occasions that I could get someone to even talk to me about it, they would just try to explain the solar system we learned in school to me, as if I had just never understood it. Actually, I understood it quite well. I had received the same indoctrination as everyone else. As a child the idea of space fascinated me and I loved to learn about it. When you really think about it, the globe and dinosaurs are two things that we have had ingrained in us since infancy. We all had dinosaur and astronaut toys, books, clothes and all kinds of paraphernalia. I now believe that is by design. If you were never presented with the idea of dinosaurs or the globe until you were 20 years old, would you still so readily have received it?

This image below is probably what you think of when you hear someone say they think the earth is flat:

This “solar system” has literally been programmed into us. To understand what I am about to show you regarding my opinion of the terrain we live on, you have to put aside this model where everything revolves around the sun. My studies have led me to believe that the sun, moon and stars are revolving around US! We are way more special and divine to our Creator than we think we are! We have striped ourselves of our importance as image bearers of God because we have believed the chaotic lies of the enemy for so long.

While I personally don’t have all the answers and have never been high enough to look down and and see just how the earth looks, many science minded people who doubt the globe, have devised their own models based on their personal observations, scriptures and ancient manuscripts. Below are three examples:

Now, I want to share with you the revelations I have had about biblical cosmology through The Word. So much information is given to us in the very first book and chapter of the Bible, Genesis. I have to admit that as someone who grew up in church and studying The Word, I found the creation account boring, because I had heard it so many times. But now having eyes to see and ears to hear, the creation story held so many truths I had overlooked before in my arrogance of thinking I already knew what it said. The very first verse of the Bible, that I could quote from memory held a truth that I had never noticed.

“In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.”

That and is very important! It distinguishes the earth as something totally different than what we consider the heavens. The earth cannot be compared to a star, a planet or any other celestial body. It is a distinct creation of its own. Next I was shown what the firmament is. How I missed this all my life, I will never know. Again, the only explanation I can see was my arrogance in thinking that I already knew it all. We can never truly “know it all” when it comes to The Word of God. It is a never ending treasure to be mined, and if we miss the gems hidden because we didn’t put in the work, it is truly our loss. Here are the verses explaining the firmament from Genesis chapter 1:

And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters.And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so.And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day.

Here is more about the firmament a couple verses down in chapter 1:

14 And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years:15 And let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth: and it was so.16 And God made two great lights; the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night: he made the stars also.17 And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth,18 And to rule over the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness: and God saw that it was good.

The firmament is a dome! It separates us from the water which is above it. That is why the sky is blue! The firmament/dome is what leads me to address Isaiah 40:22, which is a favorite verse of Christians to support the globe theory. Here is what it says:

22 It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in.

I have read this verse myself before and thought Wow! Isaiah knew before the modern telescope that the earth was round. But now, I understand that verse has nothing to do with a spherical shape. The face of the earth is a circle. It has to be because what shape would be covered by a dome/firmament? A circular disk like shape.

There is also a story from the book of Joshua in chapter 10 where we learn that the sun is moving and not the earth as science has taught us. Here are those verses:

12 Then spake Joshua to the Lord in the day when the Lord delivered up the Amorites before the children of Israel, and he said in the sight of Israel, Sun, stand thou still upon Gibeon; and thou, Moon, in the valley of Ajalon.13 And the sun stood still, and the moon stayed, until the people had avenged themselves upon their enemies. Is not this written in the book of Jasher? So the sun stood still in the midst of heaven, and hasted not to go down about a whole day.14 And there was no day like that before it or after it, that the Lord hearkened unto the voice of a man: for the Lord fought for Israel.

In this passage, God supernaturally stops time by halting the movement of the sun and moon for Joshua so that he and his army can continue their momentum and defeat their enemies.

Then there is Psalm 19, whose opening verses paint a picture of how the firmament was made for us by God and that it speaks to us, just as God said in Genesis 1. That the celestial objects in the firmament were made for signs, seasons, days and years. Our sky is literally a clock, compass and GPS that can be understood by all nations! It speaks a universal language! Here are the verses:

19 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.

The last thing I want to touch on in this post is why. Why the deception? I plan to go in depth on this question in a future post, but the short answer is because Satan, the father of lies hates us. He inverts everything and tries by any means possible to deceive us and make us doubt God’s Word. Matthew 24:24 says ” For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.” Christians are not exempt from becoming victims of deception. It is hard to fathom, but the hour is late and this verse is referring to us. We are also warned about the coming deceptions in some matters of science in Paul’s first letter to Timothy 6:20-21: 20 O Timothy, keep that which is committed to thy trust, avoiding profane and vain babblings, and oppositions of science falsely so called:21 Which some professing have erred concerning the faith. Grace be with thee. Amen.

I pray that everyone who takes the time to read this post will leave with some type of blessing that will be used by God for His glory. In the name of Jesus, Amen.